[Verse 1]
I used to be the very first one
But then I fucked this up
It’s hard to look back and think that we’re done
Because I fucked this up
You used to be the reason
I called when everybody went home
Can’t tell when last I been sober at night
Can’t help but wonder if I’m alone in this

[Pre Hook]
Feeling? Girl just give me a reason
To believe that you be on this ride, If I didn’t fuck this up
But girl I can feel it
See this closure I needed
You’re the reason that I’m on this ride
I can’t help but wonder if I, if I

[Hook]
If I fucked this up or if I didn’t fuck this up
If I, if I, I keep wondering, I keep wondering, I keep

[Verse 2]
Why you never come to where I stay shawty?
Why you always playin' these games wit me?
Make me feel some type of way shawty
Make me wish that you still stayed wit me
Truth is I'm 6 feet deep here
Moving silent, don't make a peep yah
Sick to my stomach with what I hear
I don't wanna say how I feel
I just wanna know if I still give you that

[Pre-Hook]
Feeling? Girl just give me a reason
To believe that you be on this ride
If I didn’t fuck this up
But girl I can feel it
See this closure I needed
You’re the reason that I’m on this ride
I can’t help but wonder

[Hook]
If I, if I, if I fuck this up or if I didn’t fuck this up

[Bridge x3]
Would we still be everything that we wish we could be tonight?
Would we still be everything that we wish we could be alright?