​benedixhion
​dysphoria
[Intro]
I'm always stuck in my head
I always overthink shit
Like, was it something I said?
And it's a lot to digest
Now I feel better off dead
And every thought's a regret
Guess I'll just lie in my bed
So I sip bottles to block it
And I get high as a rocket
My mind is constantly foggy
I just ignore all my problems
Give me a pill, and I'll pop it
I never been one for stopping

[Chorus]
I'll go 'til I'm in a coffin, it's not the same anymore
Don't think that I can keep on pushing through the pain anymore
And I keep taking all these drugs, don't think it's safe anymore
But I don't really give a fuck, I wanna crash, bitch
Plug ran out, goddammit, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
I didn't plan this, I can't sleep at night if I'm not on another planet
She said I need to stop, 'cause she can't fucking stand it
She says I'll overdose, yeah, that's the fucking plan, bitch

[Verse 1]
I'm overdosing on my problems, yeah
And I don't think that I can solve 'em, yeah
So I been falling like it's Autumn, yeah
Like all the way down to the bottom, yeah
Just reapplied my nail polish, yeah
She likes my chains, well, I just bought 'em, yeah
[Verse 2]
I got a blunt in my pocket, I think I might have to light it
My mind's always so divided, but all this weed makes it silent
Just got a text from the plug
He delivers, I buy it
No, I don't give a fuck
'Cause I'm tired of trying

[Chorus]
It's not the same anymore
Don't think that I can keep on pushing through the pain anymore
And I keep taking all these drugs, don't think it's safe anymore
But I don't really give a fuck, I wanna crash, bitch
Plug ran out, goddammit, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
I didn't plan this, I can't sleep at night if I'm not on another planet
She said I need to stop, 'cause she can't fucking stand it
She says I'll overdose, yeah, that's the fucking plan, bitch