I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills just to feel numb
I use to pop pills then I got dumb
I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills just to feel numb
I use to pop pills then I got dumb
I use to pop pills all day long

I use to pop pills just to make my pain go away
Make my life novacane
Aways feeling the same
Dropping drugs I'm insane
What the fuck do you say
Smoking bud to ease my pain
Always doing the same things every day
No recourse
In my way
No help to heal whats come to stay
So just say what you have to say
Or back the fuck up and let me be
Myself because I am me
Living a life only I could dream
Blowing off steam I just want to scream

Fuck all you haters in life
That want to tear you down
I'm doing my own thing
This is a Freetown

I'm not a freak show
Don't stare at me
When I'm out about
Can't you agree
It's aggravating
It's so frustrating
I would lash out but I'm debating
If I want to go to jail or not
Locked up with a pale or not
Given one phone call put on bail or not
Set up to fail or not

I don't want my life to go back downhill
Where it was before
Sitting all alone in a room
High off some drugs or more
I want to go outside
See the light shine
Blind my eyes
Feel the grass and see the skies
Since I'm no longer in disguise

I don't want to hide my face anymore
Behind this curtain of despair
I want to be able to walk out my door
Without a disgusting stare
Feel like I belong among the average people
Walking down the street
Now isn't that neat
Cut me open and watch me bleed
Drain the blood from out of me
Lay my body out for the meat
Gives the animals a little something to eat
No one will notice me when I'm gone
It won't be long before I'm a pawn
Serving a master knowing right from wrong
Popping pills because I need to hold on

I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills just to feel numb
I use to pop pills then I got dumb
I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills all day long
I use to pop pills just to feel numb
I use to pop pills then I got dumb
I use to pop pills all day long