I'm so high I want to fall
Want to fall
There is no care for me at all
Me at all
Pop the pills so I won't ball
I won't ball
Frustration builds up punch the wall
Punch the wall
Never feel much from all the drugs
All the drugs
They make me want to give out hugs
Give out hugs
When underneath I'm showing off a frown
Off a frown
Wishing that I could fucking drown
Fucking drown

Ever feel the need to leave this world behind
Remove the mask that makes you blind
Go deep down where you can subside
I know that feeling
And my drugs help with the dealing
Of the emotional exchange, I have been sealing
My fate is in my hands
And I don't want to let down my fans
Giving the burden when I had big plans
To become someone I really am
Without hiding my true face
Somewhere that I can't be displaced
I just want to embrace
Who I am
I don't want to give a damn

I'm so high I want to fall
Want to fall
There is no care for me at all
Me at all
Pop the pills so I won't ball
I won't ball
Frustration builds up punch the wall
Punch the wall
Never feel much from all the drugs
All the drugs
They make me want to give out hugs
Give out hugs
When underneath I'm showing off a frown
Off a frown
Wishing that I could fucking drown
Fucking drown

I just want to end it all
But the drugs help me not make the call
When really I'm scared inside
Deeply wishing I could die
Sometimes I wish I was alive
But takes much effort just to survive
And my mind is fucking fried
From thoughts that made me cry
Drugs can be a hero
Some can be a villain
With chances of becoming an addicted civilian
While I use them wisely for my pain
Excuses for my brain
Now I realize what I've done
What a life with nothing to gain