Ok its just that everything is a mess and messy
And I want to be ok with that
So im alive and there is no way out of that
Because of the people who are with me and support me like that
But maybe overthinking causes these feelings and im just covering all bases when not on track
Lifes conundrums that we are made from
The worst strain for my brain
So I just got to take it slow what ever that is
Thoughts just come from whenever
And I know I shouldn't start again infinity implied
I got to push past this PsychoPathetic
And swim life like an Ocean
Always in the water
Flowing to get I dont know
Maybe I just dont know that
Rolling on 4’s and my mind can't stop pitcherising patterns
I guess thats just part of my peoblem
When I think I have it togeather everything just keeps falling apart
But Im determinded to keep this ride a little longer
Need to learn how much to take
Where to get off
So I can be down with the flat
Gotta get down with the fact that this ride isnt going to end like that
Assume and expect a better middle
Stop and smell the tulips before I walk it
Breaking the habbit
Got to break this habbit of mind with no need to find