My past wounds throbbing
My eyes trembling like a droplet
Throwing back some fucking vodka
Used to burn, I used to vomit

Pockets full of popping wallets
My damn livers full of toxins
Out of options
But I will not be forgotten past the coffin, like

You need a man who
Can understand you
Losing a lover
That shit with brand you

Everything hurts
What's better turns worse
My hearts fucking numb
My souls fucking cursed

Suffering in silence
How tragic my pain turn into a smile
Young boy brought up in the south
Now the finger hit the trigger
And the shotty in his mouth ay

As a child, I used to walk the flowing rivers
Stars shined bright like a flashlight
Now I want to end it quicker
Cause the shine that we see
Is where the fucking stars die

And in far sight
I just want to shine
And my tears, are watery knives
And recalling my life is so awfully frightful
My strife and my failures all end with the rifle
Despite my damn pleasant pretenses I'm hiding
The demon inside of me kills all my rivals like

She trying to reach my heart it's gone so bitches cannot hurt me
Perfect world I blow up young, and die in my mid thirties
Who can tame my cadence, this damn craft requires patience
With myself because it's hard living to my own expectations
Day and night I'm fucking slaving
Never certain if I'll make it
Curtain closing soon on my dreams this my chance
I'll fucking take it

(take it
Won't break it)