[Verse 1]
I don't like to wake up
Now that I'm a grown up
I'm never where I wanna be
Yeah
Try to keep my nose clean
Make my mama proud of me
Don't think about my fantasies

[Pre-Chorus]
But I've been living two lives
One of 'em's in my mind
That's how I spend my free time
I'm runnin' out of white lies
And I'm runnin' out of white lines
Yeah
If you wanna know why I gotta such a bad side
I keep 'em on my bad side
I ask myself every night
Would I want a different life?

[Chorus]
If you could take a pill and make it go away
Would you change your face, your race, your weight?
Wake up and say, “fuck it, I don’t care what they say”?
Would you rather be straight, have a different last name?
Never run away or make your parents mistakes?
Have a love that lasting getting out of your head?
Never do another drug, never drink again?
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends?
Wake up, heads up
I said open up your pill box
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pill box
If only we could write these up
Open up your pill box
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pill box
If only we could write these up
[Verse 2]
As much as I may want to
I can't ever love you
'Cause we don't like the same things
Yeah
I have a lot of secrets
Making love to my demons
Dying on the defense with a reason

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I've been living two lives
One of 'em's in my mind
That's how I spend my free time
I'm runnin' out of white lies
And I'm runnin' out of white lines
Yeah
If you wanna know why I gotta such a bad side
I keep 'em on my bad side
I ask myself every night
Would I want a different life?

[Chorus]
If you could take a pill and make it go away
Would you change your face, your race, your weight?
Wake up and say, “fuck it, I don’t care what they say”?
Would you rather be straight, have a different last name?
Never run away or make your parents mistakes?
Have a love that lasting getting out of your head?
Never do another drug, never drink again?
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends?
Wake up, heads up
I said open up your pill box
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pill box
If only we could write these up
Open up your pill box
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pill box
If only we could write these up