[Verse 1]
You don't understand, don't know what I hide
I'm so insecure and not just about my height
Am I not a man if I lose in fights?
If I'm all afraid in dark, if I turn on lights?

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, it's amazing I'm alive
I'm alive
No one that I loved was never mine
Never mine

[Verse 2]
You know we were close, now it's nothing bright
Why'd you have to be so mean? Why I'm always kind?
Like a wind that blows, dissapeared in night
Now it's nowhere to be seen; how to make it right?

[Bridge]
If I was a man, I would do it all, I would never fall, I would show them who the God is in here
I'm not fucking weak, no, I'm never weak, maybe all the time I just gotta speak up loud, they'll hear me
If I was a man, I would do it all, I would never fall, I would show them who the God is in here
I'm not fucking weak, no, I'm never weak, maybe all the time I just gotta speak up loud, they'll hear me

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, it's amazing I'm alive
I'm alive
No one that I loved was never mine
Never mine
[Outro]
My father, can you hear me?
I'm just lost
My father, can you hear me?
I'm just lost