On the toilet had to shit today
Lotta shit I had to contemplate aye

Alotta poison in my right away
Alotta devils from my past away
Remember when my cousin passed away
Feelin' like that is my only fate

Sheeps is lurkin' tryna stay awake
And Food for thought is fallin' off my plate
I told my granny that I still love her..
I wonder if she will reciprocate
My brother still bein' hella selfish
He gon stay broke anywayyy
Sometimes I cry I just to stay asleep

And I don't understand what's wrong with me
My umi said it was anxiety

But maybe I just want my father proud of me..
So much pain on news cast
We just lookin just to outlast

Caucasians got us scared of the god body
I dont seek no validation from these nobodys

Mr President, how you still gon run yo mouth
You ain't got no dick but-- you still yap them lips
I
Try to figure out why i am so depressed
Cause I keep runnin back inside the shit that people tell me
Battlin' my shadows like we locked inside a stalemate
Molotov Shawty theres a riot built inside of me
Illusions are my friends cause they the only ones accepting me
Like the what the hell is really wrong w/ me

On the toilet had to shit today
Lotta shit I had to contemplate aye

Alotta poison in my right way aye
Alotta devils from my past away
Remember when my cousin passed away
Feelin' like that is my only fate
Sheeps is lurkin' tryna stay awake
Food for thought is fallin' off my plate

Dont run
From me. ( x2 )
I'm drownin' in black water
Don't run from me