Livin my whole life I was feelin so stressed
Well thats what I thought until I just became depressed
Supressed by these feelings, it was hypnotizing
Never searched ever for a new horizon
But I'm done with it now, man, life makes no sense
Not enough brain or power to make any damn cents
But I searched for God, it's time to repent
My life and my actions got me feelin hellbent

I don't really know
Wherever I'll go
Only thing I carry with me is my flow
Underground, not on trees, thats we're money grows
Never gonna be like dat, I'll never glow

Time to change my flow up
Know I'll never glow up
No, I'll never grow up
No I never show up
To any party
Tell everybody
And anybody
Who thinks they're sorry
No they're not
Just watch me rot
Instead of bein a villain and end up gettin caught

Trying to find meaning is so meaningless
That's why my family I've been meeting less
Cutting myself from inside my own flesh
Not inside my mind
Never had a hive
To go back to, made me glad to be alive
But that's ok never wanted to survive
But I never actually wanted to go die
Now that why I gotta say goodbye