[Chorus: Hxzz]
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong

[Verse 1: Hxzz]
When I told her my mind is a masterpiece
When I told her my life is in jeopardy
All she said was, "It's all for the better good"
So I prayed awake, and I'm taking it all that I wish I could
'Cause my heart's broken, my mind's coping
But, momma, I'm so sorry, 'cause i can't live with drama
I be smoking and doping it in my own way
Thinking how'd it go away? Pull it back and call it a day
I remember back when I was 13
For the first the time I might say
I opened the doors to see him with a bruise upon my face
He's saying I tripped, confusing my lip is bleeding, I'm hit
I'm rolling a cig', I'm coming down, momma, just give me a sec' now

[Chorus: Hxzz, Hxzz & Abbey Glover]
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
[Verse: Abbey Glover]
The first time that I realized
It was covered in real lies
The abuse and the harsh words
Were coming through his frail eyes
I told him it wasn't fair
The darkness and the despair
For a kid to go through it all on his own, with no one there
When I asked for help, no one believed me
When I cried at night, no one could see me
I wanted to run away so many times
I wanted to see the darkness in his eyes
I couldn't have emotions, then he'd see the side of me
But then they'd burst in flames and I'd hurt everyone around me
I took the blame so momma didn't have to
Even though she hated herself for every black bruise

[Chorus: Hxzz & Abbey Glover]
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong
I'm alone and I don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And I pray my momma can save me 'cause I'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that I'm not wrong