Living  I hope it never ends
Lying to all of my friends
Crying thinking of times when I was well
Buying extra time till I'm not ill
I've been losing rest
Very depressed
I'm happy less
Life's a mess
Cannot stress
How much I miss
You
Everything bout you is great
I'm getting past all this hate
I got an undecided fate
Maybe life is clickbait
Love everything you'd say
Wanna see you today
Hope I'm not getting played
Hoping people like the music I've made
Fuck me
I was lucky
To be alive
Now I'm gonna try
To stay like this
Looking at my wrist
Thinking why I did this
I was super pissed
Forgiveness
Asking for forgiveness
Can you forgive this
As my witness
Are you with this
Can I win this
Life's been shit
Say fuck it
I don't need yo pity
Way you act be shitty
You pussy like a kitty
I'mma stay litty

Yellow Eyes:

Why are gentle hearts always broken
Soft words always seem to leave me open
Just a target practice for the Trojan
Creep in just to fucking spill me open
Just to fucking spill me
My word, my stars, and my earth
You just walk on me like dirt
Its death with I whom I flirt
Close hands I pray that you hurt