All for nothing if I cause my own demise

My own demise

[Chorus]
Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying)
My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes)
Some things come with a silver lining (lining)
All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise)

[Verse]
Three screens tell me who I am
White walls dark at 2 am
Can't breathe, growing cold again-
And if I fall I'll crawl 'till I break my hands

Run away, never look back, yeah
I couldn't handle the fact that I'm nowhere near where I'm supposed to be
So many years in the making
Thought it was mine for the taking
I can't compare with anything I see

There's so much that I'll never know
Overwhelmed, I guess I'll go for broke

[Bridge]
From heartbreaks to breakthroughs
I break down, no issue
I'm sorry it fell through
Wish I didn't have to go
[Chorus]
Lately, I don't even feel like trying (trying)
My thoughts won't listen to my eyes (to my eyes)
Some things come with a silver lining (lining)
All for nothing if I cause my own demise (my own demise)