[Intro]
I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don’t blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

[Chorus]
I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don’t blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this
Stuck inside the past
I can’t focus, lost it
Over in a flash
Now it’s hopeless
Toxic

My world’s almost over
It’s changing to grey
I can’t get my closure
I’m fading away
[Refrain]
Four years down the drain
Now they came and went
Same sound same face
I'm so sick of it
If this is how it ends
I have no regrets
Tomorrow I'll wake up and I'll just forget

[Verse 1]
Wait wait wait wait
I don’t wanna go
Please just don't say anything
I don’t like the tone
Moments keep slipping away
Like thе metronome
Soon I'll erodе and decay
Turn into a ghost

Don’t want the suggestion
All this paranoia can’t be good for my complexion
Easy to destroy a world and build it back in seconds
Got the "in memoriam" in writing without question
Really can’t afford another meaningless obsession

[Bridge]
I can’t control
What’s set in stone
I can’t control
What’s set in stone
[Chorus]
I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don’t blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this
Stuck inside the past
I can’t focus, lost it
Over in a flash
Now it’s hopeless
Toxic

My world’s almost over
It’s changing to grey
I can’t get my closure
I’m fading away

[Verse 3]
I still remember the sound of the leaves-
From mid September, warm memories
From the change in weather
So I still listen-
Now all I hear is silence
Lifetimes pass while I hide behind my eyelids
I might crash
Drown it out among the sirens
Nowhere fast
There’s no reason to deny it
No reason to deny it

I'm losing my grip
I came to terms with my world
So I could lose it again
Now I can never return
To how it was back then
And I can still feel the burn
That I would get in my chest
It shouldn’t be a concern
I guess my heart knows best

[Bridge]
I’m sick of getting older
Learning names, falling out
Starting over
Now I'm trapped in the ground
Growing colder
Growing colder

[Chorus]
I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don’t blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this
Stuck inside the past
I can’t focus, lost it
Over in a flash
Now it’s hopeless
Toxic

My world’s almost over
It’s changing to grey
I can’t get my closure
I’m fading away