[Intro]
Haven't slept quite the same
Since we fell out
Traded friends for the fame
Like a sellout
Gave it all away
For some brighter days
In the end they all act like
I’m dead now

[Chorus]
Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out
Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout
Gave it all away for some brighter days
In the end they all act like I’m dead now

I deserve it, wasn’t in the plan
I can tell for certain, there’s no second chance
Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance
Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands

[Verse]
Sick of everybody trynna say what’s best for me
My anxiety is gonna be the death of me

I can’t stop
Losing everyone who’s close to me
Cut me off
Cause this isn’t how I'm supposed to be
I can’t handle it, I felt heaven sent
But it wasn’t to my benefit
All that I regret
Makes my state of mind irrelevant
The words I never said keep playing over and it’s evident
That this could be the end, but that’s okay because I welcome it

Yeah, yeah
I’m not all convinced
Some days I'd just rather be anonymous
Think I try too hard, I don’t wanna miss
Might’ve lost my prime, not an optimist

[Bridge]
Anywhere I go, I feel incomplete
Bad thoughts take a toll, Not news to me
Feel it in my bones, where they've taken me
I’m a whole different soul than I used to be

[Chorus]
Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out
Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout
Gave it all away for some brighter days
In the end they all act like I’m dead now

I deserve it, wasn’t in the plan
I can tell for certain, there’s no second chance
Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance
Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands