[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead

[Verse 1]
It's not fair you blame me for the things I didn't do
I wish I could say it but it takes too much to
It's breaking on me to see you're being hurt too
Love's so complicated, why the fuck we still do?
You look at me and I stare anywhere but your eyes
'Cause mine isn't good when it comes to keep too lies
I'm laughing at something I don't think is funny
Ironic how once it was love‚ now it's nothing

[Pre-Chorus]
Would you tell me if you wasn't mine anymore?
If you were too far away to feel a thing
'Cause I can't seem to remember
The last time since I haven't been yours

[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead

[Post-Chorus]
I only feel alive every time I close my eyes
In my dreams when I pretend he's mine

[Verse 2]
Wide awake at 3 am‚ I wonder where he's been
I'm checking his photos‚ I wish I was with him
I think of at night close to my pillow tight
Hope that with luck, we fuck in my dreams, it don't seem right
I miss how it felt when we met for the first time
I thought I could forget him letting you inside
But I can't replace the way he made me try
To do bad things like taste acid trip with my mouth dry

[Pre-Chorus]
Would you tell me if you wasn't mine anymore?
If you were too far away to feel a thing
'Cause I can't seem to remember
The last time since I haven't been yours

[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead

[Bridge]
I come alive once in a nighttime
When I make believe he's holding me while you put your arms around mine
I come alive once in a nighttime
When you fall asleep and I get to think of him and I

[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead

[Post-Chorus]
I only feel alive every time I close my eyes
In my dreams when I pretend he's mine