[Verse 1]
It's been about 2 days since I haven't sleep
I tell myself, ''Be patient, wait it, don't leave''
I look so desperate and baby, I know this
Although I try to fake, it shows that I'm hurting
I'm all over the place, my friends have noticed
''Why so sad today?'', I say, ''I don't know it''
Guess it's just the way you make me feel worthless
I think of your face and it's like a torture

[Chorus]
I'm holding on a hopeless dream
I'm being strong but I'm so weak
I try to fake it, say it doesn't mean a thing
When it's clearly tearing me
You probably think that I'm crazy
And honestly, I think the same thing
I should give you up, let it go
But I keep on going back to my endless sweet sixteen

[Verse 2]
I always put your happiness over mine
I even tried to help you out with that guy
Even though it hurt me so bad inside
To think of you and him, I screamed all night
I'm making all these plans with friends and I try
To pretend that I have a chance so I write
These songs to speak what I've been keeping in mind
But I know it's a totally waste of time

[Chorus]
I'm holding on a hopeless dream
I'm being strong but I'm so weak
I try to fake it, say it doesn't mean a thing
When it's clearly tearing me
You probably think that I'm crazy
And honestly, I think the same thing
I should give you up, let it go
But I keep on going back to my endless sweet sixteen

[Post-Chorus]
To my endless sweet sixteen, to my endless sweet sixteen
I keep going back, reminiscin' past
To my endless sweet sixteen, to my endless sweet sixteen
To my endless sweet sixteen
I keep going back, reminiscin' past to my endless

[Bridge]
Street lights on December, I remember everything
You would say ''I'd never say never'' but then you did
Sweater Weather playing, I was praying you don't leave
But I know that you're long gone, I hold on the memory

[Chorus]
I'm holding on a hopeless dream
I'm being strong but I'm so weak
I try to fake it, say it doesn't mean a thing
When it's clearly tearing me
You probably think that I'm crazy
And honestly, I think the same thing
I should give you up, let it go
But I keep on going back to my endless sweet sixteen

[Post-Chorus]
To my endless sweet sixteen, to my endless sweet sixteen
I keep going back, reminiscin' past
To my endless sweet sixteen, to my endless sweet sixteen
To my endless sweet sixteen
I keep going back, reminiscin' past to my endless

[Outro]
I know it may sounds strange but... today is August 14th
It's been two years since we met, isn't it right?
I hope you don't mind that I called
I just wanted to say I miss you and I hope you're doing fine
And I also wanted to apologize for... all the nights I waked you up to talk about my feelings
I hope you know there's a million things I've always skipped between the ''How's you?'' and ''I'm fine's'' speeches
'Cause I didn't wanted you to think I was a mess
But the truth is that I am, and I can't change that
And I can't change you
I know you're not the right for me, you'll never be
But you'll always be my first love, my sweet sixteen