Johnée
​sad today
[Verse 1]
Drowning my tears in caffeine
To soak up the pain that I feel in my lungs
I watch all the colors fade to grey
As I start finding meaning in heartbreak songs
And nothing seems like before
The camouflage I wore doesn't fit anymore
There's nothing to feel but the hurt
And I'll just let it burn if I want it to stop

[Chorus]
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay

[Verse 2]
I find more comfort in pain
Than in lucky escapes my friends said that I made
And maybe I don't have to wait
Until someone replace all the love that I gave
This pouring rain will be
More deeper than sea storms
But at the end I'll be clean
And for that, today I promise
I won't apologize for letting myself heal

[Chorus]
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay

[Bridge]
I've been losing my sense of sensibility
I can't carry the weigh of things I never did
I lost so many friends, and I miss the old me
But I love who I am now, I'm just a little bit

[Chorus]
Sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm so fucking sad today

[Outro]
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay