[Verse 1]
I wanna feel good about my body
I wanna post pictures took in parties
I wanna ignore all of the what-ifs
And for once I want to finish what I started
I'm so fucking tired of feeling sorry
For myself when no one else around is

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, they always come and go so fast
I have to pick myself up last
And I say it's okay, but I don't mean that
We were friends and now we're strangers
We'll never be again what we were
It's like we never even met

[Chorus]
So the next time that I'd say I love you
I hope I know better
Yeah, the next time that you say I need you
I hope I know better

[Verse 2]
I wanna feel like I am enough
And stop mistaking loneliness for love
I wanna like myself before anyone else does

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, they always come and go so fast
I have to pick myself up last
And I say it's okay, but I don't mean that
Bitter sunshine in the morning
Conversations gettin' boring
Bringing all exes in our past

[Chorus]
So the next time that I'd say I love you
I hope I know better
Yeah, the next time that you say I want you
I hope I know better
'Cause it was the last time that I said I trust you
And now I know better

[Spoken Outro]
I just wish I was invisible
Which is strange because everyone knows I try so hard to fit in
I don't wanna be hated and I don't wanna be loved
Sometimes it both feels like the same thing