[Intro]
Ay, ay, ay

[Verse 1]
Took me a little too long to believe
But I'm a believer now
Relieved so, I killed my demons
I killed the reaper, I lit the reefer
Upped the speakers
Ay, I don't really care about anything else
I'ma make it there and I won't ever leave the house
Where the fuck were my friends when I was down?
Cut 'em all off, I'm just alone now

[Chorus]
Yeah, what about the fact you don't know me?
Don't know why I feel like the past is a bad thing
I don't regret it, just wish someone would have warned me
What love really is and all the shit that that brings
Watch me try and hold all of that, it's a backache
I still don't know how I pack all of that weight
Bitch I'm smoking back to back, bitch I'm that baked
I'm just tryna make happy a sad face
(Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 2]
I'm so sick of singing love songs
I just stay alone
I don't need to love someone
I'm just a ghost
My head foggy and cold
Try my best but
Guess I'm just a lost soul
Took another large dose
Ay, I been like this all my life
Trust me you don't ever need to tell me twice
What makes you believe that I'd
Ever get a thing listening to your advice?
[Chorus]
Yeah, what about the fact you don't know me?
Don't know why I feel like the past is a bad thing
I don't regret it, just wish someone would have warned me
What love really is and all the shit that that brings
Watch me try and hold all of that, it's a backache
I still don't know how I pack all of that weight
Bitch I'm smoking back to back, bitch I'm that baked
I'm just tryna make happy a sad face
(Yeah, yeah)

[Bridge]
Ay, backstage singing with my head in my hands
Either scared or embracing the fear, it depends
Hear what they're telling me but it doesn't make sense
They want me like everyone else but I know I ain't them
My thoughts start to trail and then I start to panic
And I'm still wondering when will I stop the damage
I stopped giving in and I started defending
I'm not the villain but I'm not the heaven

[Chorus]
Yeah, what about the fact you don't know me?
Don't know why I feel like the past is a bad thing
I don't regret it, just wish someone would have warned me
What love really is and all the shit that that brings
Watch me try and hold all of that, it's a backache
I still don't know how I pack all of that weight
Bitch I'm smoking back to back, bitch I'm that baked
I'm just tryna make happy a sad face
(Yeah, yeah)