Oh somewhere in my head i'm wandering
I hold things too tight to let them off
I know it hurt me yeah but i still want it
No i don't need it but i still want it

Oh so
Sick of the same old ways
I always say i'm gonna change yeah
But i'm still on it
Know it hurt me yeah but i still want it
No i don't need it but i still want it

I guess i understand why you had me on block
Cause when i see pictures of you
It makes me sick to my stomach
In my head a part of me really believes all my flaws
I never can say what i mean
Never finish what i started

I go inter-terrestrial when i spark it
Watch the cherry pass through the air like a comet
My spaceship turns into a camry when i park it
Got to get out whats in my head can't calm it

No i don't need it but i'm still on it
Know it hurt me yeah but i still want it
No i don't need it but i'm still on it
Know it hurt me yeah but i still want it