Upset
Overly sentimental
She leave me a mess
I'm always in my head
(i guess i won't let go)
Know it's for the best though
Put that on my headstone
Dead broke, head's broke
I'm just a mess
(best if you don't get close)

There really always is something
I can't chase shit when i'm running
Might just not get what you wanted
Just keep your fingers crossed

And i can't talk when us is the topic
I dodge shots yeah i became the target
I've seen lows that i can't top
And i can't stop it, i can't stop it
Lately nothing feels right
If you need me
I'll be right by your side
Can you see me
Do i just pass right through your eyes
Oh believe me
I know that i'm not much to like
Me and who i was then we are not much alike
And it's crazy
What life seemed to turn out like
And it's straining
Just to put my head on right
But i'm trying
Now when i wake up i just open the blinds
Let the sun in
There really always is something
I can't chase shit when i'm running
Might just not get what you wanted
Just keep your fingers crossed
There really always is something
I can't change shit when i'm running
Might just not get what you wanted
Just keep your fingers crossed

I do it so much
If become stuck
Break me out some way
If i get lonesome
If all my hopes gone
Bring me out somewhere
Can't say how i feel cause it's not that simple
And there's a lot of judging yeah
But it's not that civil
And yeah i know it's not me
But i still just don't get though
Why i always seem to find myself
So stuck in the middle

Me and who i was then we are not much alike
And it's crazy
What life seemed to turn out like
And it's straining
Just to put my head on right
But i'm trying
Now when i wake up i just open the blinds
Let the sun in
There really always is something
I can't chase shit when i'm running
Might just not get what you wanted
Just keep your fingers crossed
(x2)