[Verse]
All these highs, be weary
They take my friends and bury
But don't be scared, there's much more room inside this cemetery
All these stories cautionary
Like, take your life, compare me
Take the parts you don't like then in your life be different than me
Nothing could have prepared me, none
But I knew the whole time what would happen
It just hits different when you're really in it heavy
My skin is slipping off me
Just leave me where you find me
I'm in the woods trainspotting through the poison ivy

[Chorus]
I left that all behind me, still feel it close beside me
I don't know what to do with myself when I sit still and silent
I find myself in situations I hope don't get violent
I trip myself up thinking someone's intentions are sideways

[Verse]
I've just been done so badly
You don't know in the slightest
All these things that I done seen, I keep them in my eyelids
All this time that I've spent looking, you'd think that I'd find it
And I try the millionth time, I don't know why
[Refrain]
Don't know why (x15)