[Intro]
Such a freak
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
Can't tell what's real, can't tell what's not, can't wait until my body rots
Can't wait until that coffin drops into that hole leading me straight to hell
Gave you all my love but only hate I felt
I can't save nobody, can't even save myself
Don't wanna get older, I ain't aging well
Second thoughts on everything, I'm lame as hell
I'm confused, don't know what to do
I been holding it inside but I might have to let it loose
Spent a lot of time trying to do it my way
I been trying to change my mind 'bout some of the shit I say
I feel like it's wrong and I don't wanna be that
Where I was before, I wanna be back
Too fucking bad that I can't breath back
You say I got potential, I don't see that
Fuck your opinion, don't need that
Fuck a paragraph, don't wanna read that
I don't wanna hear you talk 'bout nothing
Pain is probably all we got in common
I know I ain't nothing like the one you wanna have
I see light in your eyes, everything in me bad
I swear, I don't ever wanna leave you in the past
Girl, you worth more than gold, I ain't nothing but trash
I don't wanna talk about the feelings that I had
I learned all of your lies that you promised were facts
I see every disguise that you wore as a mask
We're just passing the time, that for me, was the best
Not what I thought that I was, not where I thought I would be
Think what I want isn't love, stuck where I thought I could leave
Blind to what I used to see
Deaf to what I used to hear
Blurry is now what was clear
I envy everyone here
Nobody else that is near me understand this fucking hell that's within me