[Intro]
Discent
R3DQX Production
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this
Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
'Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself, so loving me, why would you even try?

[Verse]
I know you don't care so you ain't gotta fucking lie
Tread on me carеful cause I don't care about my life
I'll takе you with me if I choose to end it
You should think twice about fucking with my feelings
'Cause I ain't got too many left at all
Can't seem to catch my fucking breath at all
So if you choose to involve yourself at all with me
You should really try to see what I don't want you to see
Girl, I ain't really even that great, and I don't wanna ruin your day
So if you choose to stay, I want you to know that the blame won't be on me
Don't want you to say no stupid shit like:
"Should of told me what you were in it for before you fucking broke me"
'Cause I know that I did, who I want, can't find her
I might be an asshole but I'm not a liar
[Chorus]
A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this
Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
'Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself, so loving me, why would you even try?