[Intro]
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Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 1]
Wanna heal, but I can't, I mean I prolly could but I won't
What I feel isn't black, it gets darker than you'll ever know
I could talk, but I won't, I can't ever let nobody know what I have in my head
I won't ever be the one you hold, when it's cold, when it's dark
When I feel like I'm falling apart, this shit is old, wake up everyday
And I do the same shit and I play the same part
And I'm getting so tired of all the emotions
I keep to myself that are hurting my heart
Why the fuck did you let me get over you just to reach out to me?
Now I'm back under you, can't get you out of me

[Bridge/Spoken]
Lately I've really felt like I just don't know what the fuck I'm doing at all, and.. For a moment, I just.. I don't even know how to explain it. I guess that's why I'm making a song about, everything. So thanks, for listening

[Verse 2]
Leave me alone, I'm fine, I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know why I try, I don't even have anymore hope
I'm a fraud, I'm a lie, cause I know that I told you I'm fine
But I'm really not cause I know if I was
I wouldn't have to say that I am every time
I don't cry anymore, I used to a lot but I just got bored
I used to fall to the floor, screaming at God, "Why the fuck was I born?"
Wanted to die, I tried but I failed, do I still go to Hell?
I barely care about my own life, you really think I care bout someone else?