[Intro]
Luffy
Hey Fowni
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
Every time I wake up I wish that I didn't wake up
Wish I could feel her love but I don't deserve her love
Feel like 2019 unknxwn. cause I know that I won't be enough
How the fuck do you think that you know me?
You just know what I got in my cup

[Verse]
Miss the old me, was happy on drugs, I been lonely, just wanna feel love
I was broke so I ran up some bands, why the fuck do I still feel alone?
And I'm sorry to all of my friends that I made wanna leave me alone
I just wish I could tell you thank you
Helped me more than you ever could know
What I lost I won't ever get back, it's my fault so I'll leave it at that
I knew what I was doing was wrong and I just didn't care, that's a fact
I ain't care about nobody else, all I cared about then was myself
And I'm honestly still a bit selfish but I'm only like that for my health
I ain't finna go break my back for a bitch that won't ever care about that
I ain't finna go reach my hand out tryna save someone
That wouldn't reach back
I ain't finna go waste my time opening up and getting attached
Putting my trust into someone and thinking they'll help me
But really get stabbed in the back
Bitch, don't text me, don't wanna chat
Bitch, don't test me, I'll fucking snap
Where my heart should be there is a gap
'Cause I gave it to her and she didn't give it back
Okay, she did but that shit turned to ash
So what if she did? Man, that shit wouldn't last
'Cause she's all that I need, so I can't let her leave
No, I can't let her go, wish you'd call but I know you won't
I just wish I could let you know when I say "I hate you" just know I don't
I don't even know who I am, am I Detmer or Garrett or Ken?
But I know who I need and they'll never come back again
[Chorus]
Every time I wake up I wish that I didn't wake up
Wish I could feel her love but I don't deserve her love
Feel like 2019 unknxwn. cause I know that I won't be enough
How the fuck do you think that you know me?
You just know what I got in my cup