[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I know what I did, please don't rub it in
I'm already beating myself up over it
And I don't need you telling me what I already told myself
Couldn't care about you hating me, I loathe myself
I tired asking God to forgive what I did
I hurt so many people but that was not my intent
I was tryna heal my mind with a heart that was hurt
I would lie, lie, lie just to feel like I was worth
I wanna die, die, die, put my body in a hearse
I don't know why I feel I'm only getting worse
I can't get no better, fuck this, my head hurts
Won't wash that sweater, I can still smell her
You'rе not here and you won't be back
I'm so strеssed and I can't relax
I send text's but you won't read that
You're the one that got away but I'm just your ex
I needed you but you didn't need me
You never told me that you were leaving
Girl I told you I'd be there for you, told me I wasn't enough for you
I never know what to do and I'll never know what I did
All of the love that I want is in you
But all of the love that you give is to him
What in the fuck did I do wrong? Baby just let me fix it
If we're not meant to be together then this ain't a life worth living