[Verse]
I swear that I'm sick and tired of lies, I'm struggling just to get by
Yeah, I can slide on a hard ass beat
But that don't shed[?] the fact that I just wanna cry
I swear [?], but I do not think, I'd be better off if I died
I tried let all this shit out
But it ain't enough words to speak on the shit that's inside
I gotta spit on that 808 so people can hear what I say
'Cause when I do sad shit, they be like
"Damn you rap really good but I just can't relate,"
What in the fuck does it take to show me you care?
Don't act like you did when I break
The day that I die don't fall for the liе that people werе there
'Cause I swear that they ain't
What do you get when you mix a life that's hard
And give it some shit hand cards
And tell it it's gotta go on to live in a world where all he sees is just dark
[?] with a short ass fuse and all that it needs is sparks
Just stay away, cause the day that I do
I swear imma tear all this bullshit apart
I lost my life when you lost yours, and that's not a play on words
I don't wanna change, I like being sad
And I really tried[?] but being happy's absurd
I try to stay home, I don't wanna drive
Sometimes I wanna head straight for the curb
This life is a lie, you say that I'm blessed
But it don't feel like it ain't shit but a curse
Wish I could drown in all my tears but I'm numb, unable to cry
I wish I could face on all my fears and kill them, but honestly, why even try?
Why you still calling my phone at 2am? Like bitch, you not even mine
Telling me all of your problems, I cannot solve them
Don't you know I'm just a guy?