[Verse]
What I been losing my time for?
Do all this work and I still can't amount to shit
Tired of being around, put me in the ground, I think I'm about to split
I got 99 things, I need 98 of those money, but I do not want you bitch
I swear I just wish I could leave, dead or alive, I feel like I'm stuck in between
[?] back and forth, I wish I could change but I lack the force
Headed to Hell, I'm screaming in all of my songs
No wonder my voice is hoarse
I gotta stop with this stress, be breaking me down
But I found my way through the sound
Never was good with my words but give me a beat
And I'll speak more than before
"If you can do that, you can do this"
You don't know my life and you don't give two shits
"I know what it's like, I been through this"
But when I spеak, you start looking clueless
You don't know me and I don't know you
And that's finе, but don't try to act like you do
'Cause I promise that the day I rise
You won't understand how the fuck I made it through
But imma just look back, ask you then[?], why you ain't make it out too?
I'll get a good laugh, I'll tell you too bad
Swear I won't need you believing me too[?]
Most of you all the same, all of you say, "I'm a call away,"
Then why when I need it, you stall away?
Black on my lips and my soul is grey[?]