Think I need help but I won't ask
I feel so weak when I do that
I just hide myself in my lies
Don't even ask, I'll say I'm fine

But I know I'm not though
I'm nowhere near close
I don't think I ever will be
Think I'm immortal, I swear that she killed me

She say she didn't, but I know I feel it
I don't feel alive though, I wanna just end it
You ate my heart and you still don't seem finished
I had to block, can't see you in my mentions

The silence is so loud
I don't wanna go out
Thank you for inviting
But I'm feeling so down

I don't wanna go out
I'm feeling so down
My hopes getting low now
Body vacant, my soul's out
I can't take it, it's old now
Heart pacing, think I might be sick
Post death feel like gucci, I'm so sick of this
Your love burned right through me now I can't be fixеd
Just be straight up with me, no need for the tricks
I donе felt so much pain, how much worse could I get?

I can't imagine, I don't wanna know
Malice intentions, just leave me alone
I've been the victim, now I'm at your throat
In stone it is written, I'm meant for the throne

My ego is hungry, I might hit yo shawty
Don't want her for too long, I just want the top
It's honestly funny how these hoes be movin
I can't trust another won't make me look stupid