[Verse]
75526, I been too sick, fuck a lifeline, true shit imma lose it
I am not fine, clueless, what to do with all this fucking pain?
Imma put it in the music, I am not high but I'm off my rocker
She say "hi" but I might just have to block her
I cannot fallback to the fuck shit
I don't wanna talk, please shut the fuck up bitch
I don't like my mind, I get so blind by all of the things that it tells me
I feel not alright but it's alright because on and on I'll carry
Nobody knows what I keep on the low
Imma hide it forever, it never can show
'Cause I do not think you would accept me
If you could see all the things that affect me
Say you would, but you cannot be sure
You would not feel the same if the shame all was yours
You don't know and you never will, I had a soul now I never will
I'm a fucked up piece of shit, I'm not decent, I cannot go up, imma descend
I am not enough, I know I'm not, I'm gone fuck shit up until I rot
Until I hit that grave, I'm always gone fuck up anything in my favor
Fuck it, I just wanna get paper, fell in love too fast now I hate her
Baby I don't know why you attached, I'm a fucked up excuse of a man
I got feelings that I'll never get back, get back, I might leave you in the past
Went south and it all went bad, I'm fucked, why am I so sad?
Any game I play, imma end up last, I don't wanna stay, skip life like class