[Verse]
I sit alone, you with the snakes
Mowing the lawn, look to the fakes
I push away, please go away
Life is a game, don't wanna play
Don't need a friend, won't let you in
Happy then sad and it starts all again
Sitting on top of the ashes and rain falls on my face
My life is still crashing, aye, don't know why I can't feel anymore
Don't feel no love only feel cold as snow, just wanna do something right
Black in my soul, I have pushed out the light
I'm not a beggar, if you wanna leave
Don't fight for the people that don't fight for me
I been alone, don't effect me, I leave the house and the rain all I see, aye
Ice in my hеart, knives in my head, happiness fakеr than that n***a Ted
I fade away then I start to come back
Knowledge itself, I don't know where it's at
Sit in my room and I write down my thoughts
I lost the key and the happiness locked
Grinding this shit out for me and myself
Scratch out the people that don't wanna help
They say my music is shit, let's see what they say when my shit start to hit
Drop a new song and they click, they parasites, stealing my flow like a tick
Some people think I can make it, others don't want me to make it, woah
Not really happy I fake it, my heart is frozen it's no longer aching, aye