Intro: I only record with a hoodie
Verse 1:
(Apex Frazier)
Tryna learn to finish what I write, and finish with my right
Not livin' right. Walk in the light
But struggle at night
Struggle to fight
Struggle to find...
All of the lights
All of the mights and maybes of life, it's all a disguise
Look me in the eyes, what do you see?
Abridged thoughts of a random teen
Wanted that win back in 2016
But it's cool, I took that time to gather a team
Wrote down my dreams
We aspire to esteem, ourselves
Self esteem, it's self explanatory
Like I believe I'm from a whole other planted touring
Beyond the stars
Apex bars
Getting my weight up, no protein bars
'cuz I'm eatin' rappers alive
Then I sat myself down like "I hate to be that guy..
But you not fly
Sound high
Need God, no lie."
So I opened to Matthew and I was like sheesh..
He really hated the works of them priest
So even if flows don't provide to eat
I can see a real one that came down to die for me
Came to ride for me
So can you vibe for me?
Don't ghost write bruh, just provide for me
Verse 2:
(Your Welcome)
The flow fader
Shoot, he got me so slayer
I go dumb off top, but that's a no brainer
I know the Saviour know I'm great, but I know who's greater
Mind somewhere on the brink like a roller blader
Told 'em I would tell 'em, I'm tellin' them like I told 'em
Pocket it like a Gollum
Sipping out here in Texas, can anyone really hold him?
And why I'm havin' trouble with bookin' all of these shows and I'm feelin' it in the moment
When I'm whippin' in confidence
Really is common sense
My consequence
Feelin' I'm prominent
Prom night addressin' stress and why I'm missing accomplishments
No idea what all I accomplished meant
Til a couple of honest kids said
"we the the records, we strugglin with direction
Been listening to your music, it's starting to relieve the pressure."
Guess impact don't always correlate with the effort
And seems Elohim is lifting up every letter
Free
Verse 3:
(Trevor Frazier)
Sheesh bruh, I feel you. you know?
I've had many rounds, crossed many states
Thoughts of gowns and many dates
Like different towns and dinner plates
I've been making rounds cross 14 states in 30 days
Double dates, like 2 A Days
Hit the gates, run away from
The mind games, the heart pains, the glass stains
My bloody veins ashamed
Like heart attack, she took aim and then attacked
What a shame..
We were like brothers, well we were brothers, unashamed
She's under cover like I'm ashamed
Lost another, who's to blame?
Sheesh! call me Drake, call her Mill
Love or hate? let's make a deal
Like Wayne Brady
The Kim to my Shady, like
Who's line is it anyway?
We go round and round, stuck in a maze
Bryson Tiller, it's been that way
For days and days I hope and prayed
All these games you tryna play, who are you today?
The lies and deceit hit the streets with the trick or treat
I hit the beat with a little heat
Like hit the beat. Dog off his leash
Keep you on a leash
Catch and release. Sheesh, koppish
You understand we ain't on our own so fine me
For driving on home and lettin' the unknown find these
Notes, 300 plus raps saved in my phone
All in the works like constructuion zone
Caution Caution! That's orange cones, don't give me writers block
When I'm in my notes, get dial toned and put on lock
Tic toc, time runnin out
Watch the clock, our time is now...