Eric, look at me

[Verse 1]
If it weren't for you
Then I wouldn't have survived
I owe it all to you
For you I will give up my life
When I fell for you
I never thought I'd be alright
But then I fell for you
It happens time and time again at night
I'm really missing you
I'm really missing you
I wanna tell you
But that'd be some selfish shit for me to do
I always see you in my dreams
And you don't want nothing to do with me
I'll write inside my notebook 'til my fingertips will bleed

[Chorus]
I haven't felt my emotions for so long
It's overwhelming how I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone
It's like I'm bleeding out
If this is the path to my coffin I'll take the scenic route
Hope that I'm still breathing [?]
I haven't felt my emotions for so long
It's overwhelming how I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone
It's like I'm bleeding out
If this is the path to my coffin I'll take the scenic route
Hope that I'm still breathing [?]
[Verse 2]
All I can hope is that I'll see you again
Whether this life or the next I promise I won't forget
Everything that you told me
How it felt when you hold me
Now [?] lonely
I'm just losing it slowly
You know I'm filled with regret
This is a cause and effect
I've been taking these shots
Bitch I'll take one in the head
All my voice been lost
Led astray and misled
I say I love you 'cause I'm scared I won't survive until we meet again

[Chorus]
I haven't felt my emotions for so long
It's overwhelming how I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone
It's like I'm bleeding out
If this is the path to my coffin I'll take the scenic route
Hope that I'm still breathing [?]
I haven't felt my emotions for so long
It's overwhelming how I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone
It's like I'm bleeding out
If this is the path to my coffin I'll take the scenic route
Hope that I'm still breathing [?]