[Intro]
(Eric, E-E-Eric, look at me)
Yeah, uh, yeah, uh, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Don't be dumb, it ain't suicide but it's close enough
Pockets full of them rocks I'm done
Quicksand swallow me up, that's all
I chose all of this shit I swear
Makeshift smiles all around this year
Blessings working against me here
I'm still working against my fears, for real, yeah

[Chorus]
Don't be dumb, it ain't suicide but it's close enough
Pockets full of them rocks, I'm done
Quicksand swallow me up, that's all
I chose all of this shit I swear
Makeshift smiles all around this year
Blessings working against me herе
I'm still working against my fears, for real, yeah

[Verse]
Circling back
It nеver left me, feel it again
When does it end or when does it end me?
Acting so well, I'm up for an Emmy
I'm up for anything to change out the tension
Grateful for everything so far, but something is missing, I swear
Look until death, I don't find it
I'm empty forever and you just don't get it
I'm tired of thinking too much, I'm tired of not being enough
I'm tired of making an enemy out of myself
I'm tired of flashes of happiness, that rain on my head
I forgot my umbrella, cloud seem to follow me close every second
Maybe I let it pour on me 'cause Swainey just have it, yeah
[Chorus]
Don't be dumb, it ain't suicide but it's close enough
Pockets full of them rocks, I'm done
Quicksand swallow me up, that's all
I chose all of this shit I swear
Makeshift smiles all around this year
Blessings working against me here
I'm still working against my fears, for real, yeah

[Chorus]
Don't be dumb, it ain't suicide but it's close enough
Pockets full of them rocks, I'm done
Quicksand swallow me up, that's all
I chose all of this shit I swear
Makeshift smiles all around this year
Blessings working against me here
I'm still working against my fears, for real

[Outro]
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, everything is turning me
Oo-na-na, oo-na-na, oo-na-na
Good enough, I don't wanna leave it
But I can't help it someday, na-na-na