[Verse]
All these tears that I cried on them days hoped I'd die
Killing myself and sip slowly I'm feeling it seemingly
Thinking about peelin' off, smoking a cigarette
Fuck, I just bought me a pack
And I'm smoking myself 'till I'm laid out to rest, uh
Not feeling the best
Exhausted from all of it, trying to navigate
Salivate at idea of freedom
So I'm in the studio trying to liberate
Spirit inside me and all of my family
I don't wanna face it, I'm scared of it, fearful, afraid of it
Perilous, maybe it's death at my door or relationships
Anyway leave me alone I'm not here for it, leave me to breathe
Bеcause my heart is on a personal bеst
I'm cursed 'till I'm dead, depression is hell
I don't wish it on anyone, so I wrote you a letter
All these tears that I cried, I'm so broken inside
Why? Look at my life, I'm living to die
Even when making the money I got
Even when I manage cracking a smile
Even when stumbling drunk after party
Even when fucking I'm still in a knot
Tired up, I'm tired up, my times up
Must be trying us, but our pride will find out
I ain't giving it up to you, I can't admit the shit is true
Let me exist in peace or better yet
Let me exit the cell I'm living in
I just don't know what to do
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ay
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ay

[Outro]
Don't you remember the better days?
'Cause I can't forget 'em at all
If I don't ghost, would you blame me
It ain't my decision to fall
So I'll leave you with this album of photos, of music
I don't know where to go, don't know where to go