[Verse 1]:

I sit alone and I wonder. I ponder on for days
Regret done changed a dude and maimed a few. Drink for the pain
Drowning in emotions so I drown em in the bottle
Got a little in the tank. I'm hitting gas, full throttle
Bad at showing that I care. Numb has been the motto
And I can't pick up seven digits 'less it's for the lotto
Shit is weird and one sided
I see it and I don't like it
Everyone talking commitment, couple months later divided
Life is trifling

And as of now, I want no part
Of love. Shit it hurts to have no guarantee for your heart
You thinking that you pushing buttons but I'm playing my cards
This the new model. Push my buttons, watch a dude start
Not one for arguments
And I know you not too
Sky was clear but I could tell inside that blue, it was feeling a new hue
God going hard making paintings. He just fitting the mood
Cuz I can't cry so clear skies but I see dark in it too

[Chorus]:

So what to do when you full of regret
Death seem to live in your head
You made some space in your bed now you got company
Those feelings had you misled
Don't feel like nothing to fix
Pain a friend I been chilling with. I got company
Oh I wish that they would leave
I don't know what's bout to happen to me
We talked it out and they kinda made me believe
They was what I needed as company

[Verse 2]:

Pain forming puddles seeming lifetime deep
Depression raining, puddles joining. Find my soul down the creek
Weak and following the current
No attempt to deter it
Pain and love is concurrent
Convinced we something we weren't
Yea I get it put the blame on me
Should've listened to what they told me. Put that blame on me
Acting innocent when we chilling. You a lame on me
Doing me dirty. Why these feelings never changed on me

Regretting shit I never had the chance to do
Regret I let my mouth get way too comfy 'round you
Regret I let it last that long when it should've ended
I regret that I believed someone who so used to pretending

Damn I got stupid
To even think somebody else got my blueprints
Should've removed your number. Text me and you get a "whose this"?
Look around my neck I'm sure you'll know just what the mood is
Still searching for the truth bitch