[ Verse 1 ]

Yeah, trust issues I inherited
It's in my genes now I gotta carry it
Hiding it from everybody God it's so embarrassin'
Ashamed of being sensitive and blamed for being arrogant
I apologize, that was my heart being cautious I had to lock it
I dont have time for the negative comments
Suicidal thoughts messing up my conscious
And yeah its constant
And yeah I'm fine with admitting it
Day by day these thoughts are sickening
They're only getting worse, I'm feeling villainous
Emotions up and left they are now in a casket
Sealed right up so no-one can grab em's

[ Chorus ]

Trust issues
It got me with these tissues
Saying that I miss you is an understatement
The kind of stuff I payed with
In return for loving someone
But I guess I'm the dumb one
Lesson learned
Head is turned
To a better beginning
I'm winning and singing
A better side to this story
One where I won't have to worry
About these trust issues...

[ Verse 2 ]

Now what's the point in telling someone you love them if you're only gonna push then away
What's the point of starting again when it's all gonna replay and all you're gonna feel is that pain
Really theres no point fighting for it because it all goes away
And I can smoke all I like but it won't numb the pain
Now I'll sit here remembering the good times
Those memories we hold close
Built up emotions like 4 walls
Now lately I've been smoking and I'd thought I'd be okay
But day by day all that seems to be created is more of this pain
So I'm sorry for the lies I didn't mean to cut ties
But why should I try when all I ever do is make you cry
Calling me telling me all you wanna do is die
How am I supposed to love someone who can't even survive
All I want to do is sit here and teach you how to thrive
Because life is kinda beautiful when we all survive
So lately I've been saying it's cool
I've been saying we can sit here and we can read between the lines telling our mothers and brothers that theres no need to worry we will be alright
Now I used to say theres only one way to Express
And I used to say there was only one way to undress
But you ain't royalty no more, you're just depressed
Now I would follow you on all your socials
I would make you're fine
But in reality I need to stop sipping this wine and realize that you just ain't mine
So now let's take every moment as a blessing
Sit here and realize what we're given
Take a moment just to realize
That I'm better off without you...
I'll never forget you
I always loved you
But I can't be with someone
When all I got is these trust issues