I don’t like to put myself in the top
But my haters I’d like to watch them stop
Me and them I’d like to watch us swap
So they know how it feels to get your heart robbed
And then know how it feels to almost pop

When I wake up I feel like I’m somebody else
But when I do I pray to god for help
Cuz lately I haven’t been feelin’ myself
How can I when the pain is all I’ve been dealt
I wish I could go back to when I was twelve
Cuz now I feel compelled like I’m coming out of my shell
I’m just happy for what I have and my health

I’ve been losing friends here and there
To be honest I don’t think this is fair
Losing people that don’t even care
So if you’re listening feel free to give this a share
It would really mean a lot unlike the despair
But I really think my heart needs some repair

You know I don’t really care what other people think
I’m just gonna do my work and follow my dreams
Cuz those other people will cut u up just to watch you bleed
And those other people are just like you and me

I feel like I have everyone against me that I have no team
So imma ignore them and follow my dreams
I gotta clean up and set the scene
And I’m just a normal teen that wants to make it big like a routine

Im just rapping about how I feel
Cuz for a long time it’s the feelings that I concealed
So can I have someone that can be my shield
That can defend me right on the field
Cuz all the others just want the appealed

Suddenly your name on my screen didn’t make me smile anymore
It’s like my feelings just walked out the door
It’s like I’m a whole different person with a different core
But your name did make me smile I could’ve sworn

To close this I just wanna say if someone wants to leave don’t stop em
Cuz they are just gonna make you hit rock bottom
But me I’m planning to make my career awesome
Imma save this city as if it’s gotham
So be prepared I’m coming at it again like a possum