[Hook 1]

Nothing feels real
Nothing feels the same
Feels like time’s standing still
Inside of my brain
As if it’s waiting for me to change
But I just can’t loose the days

[Verse 1]

Memories hurt
I feel like ima go bezerk
Why do I deserve
To have to suffer in this earth
Why does holding onto the past cause pain
Why am I more than sad? It’s something I can’t explain
Why don’t things happen like they do in the books
Why do I start rapping every time I don’t feel good
Guess that’s why I’m always rapping
It’s a force of habit
Takes away the damage
Then relieves all the sadness
How am I supposed to manage
All these emotions I’m having
Feeling broken don’t understand
It’s how I’m rolling in this planet
It’s not fair
Why do they get to be happy
I need a repair
Because my brain is so crappy
Just let me be fine
Just let me get a revive
Just let me get a retry
Because I just don’t see why
They can all be okay
And I just wanna go away
[Hook 2]

Nothing feels real
Nothing feels the same
Feels like time’s standing still inside of my brain
As if it’s waiting for me to change
But I just can’t loose the days
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first

[Verse 2]

Why do I feel lost?
Don’t wanna put it on the spot
I just want the pain to be gone
Haven’t been happy for a while
Always wear a fake smile
I’m the worst possible joke from a clown
How come I don’t have any worth?
How come i shoot for the stars only to stay on earth
I’ll be leaving no one in awe
When my head’s popped off
It’ll just be poof and I’m gone
[Hook 3]

Nothing feels real
Nothing feels the same
Feels like time’s standing still inside of my brain
As if it’s waiting for me to change
But I just can’t loose the days
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first
Memories hurt
I think I need a teacher
To teach me how to treat me first