Godlow on the track

[jstnprks:]
Got me sick to my stomach I feel like throwing up
Im not [?] but im pretty good at screwing up
I always stay at home cuz I dont like to socialize
Its just like 2019 cuz im feeling paralyzed

Sometimes thats the way it goes
And the rain turns into snow
I just need to slow down
Im not okay and im not alright
But its all good just give it time
Maybe the truth is the second lie
And I got 13 reasons why
And I got 13 reasons why
And I got 13 reasons why

[cavasoul:]
Sometimes thats just the way it goes
Not everything is perfect
Even thorns grow from a rose
Finding beauty in destraction keep me on my toes
Now my body feeling cold [?] the snow
Cuz im a bloody mess
Im so deprеssed
She pounding on my chest
I can't bеlieve I did it once again
My stomache holds the gratitude for falling
I dont wipe them dont deserve to second guess
I'll just add it to the list of things im blaming on my head

Always feel like garbage only blame it on myself
Expectations for a masochist that never wanted help
[?] never open for the damage that was dealt
I got 13 reasons why despair is all i ever felt

I dont wanna feel like my time in here is wasted
Stranded on this planet slowly drowning in the faces
I got way more than 13 reasons why im faded
If there is an afterlife dont know if I will make it

[jstnprks:]
Got me sick to my stomach I feel like throwing up
Im not [?] but im pretty good at screwing up
I always stay at home cuz I dont like to socialize
Its just like 2019 cuz im feeling paralyzed
Sometimes thats the way it goes
And the rain turns into snow
I just need to slow down
Im not okay and im not alright
But its all good just give it time
Maybe the truth is the second lie
And I got 13 reasons why
And I got 13 reasons why
And I got 13 reasons why