Put my heart out
I can't be the only one
Tryin not to starve out
Its about the pressure
So much pressure
Like this shit is right about to blow
Get up out myself
Take a vacay quick to simmer low

U and i know that i cannot be doin that
Breaks just keep me in the dirt
Got summers spent undoin that
What the fuck u call 10,000 hours in this room and tracks made from the spirit
Desperate to keep my soul intact
See it thru the cracks

Hot weather never better
Less im in a trap
Desperation breeds a monster but i fuck w that
Cycle keeps on goin
Vicious sickening and fuckin wack
It ain't nothing to me
But simultaneous it attacks
Im basically in a batch
I didn't see nonе in that
I abandoned and left the pack

Whats thе difference seein that
And seein somethin else?
The difference is im fuckin livin what i show and tell

Fuck a talent show
I just want the hardest blow
Hit me from all angles just to prove im not no weakened soul
Family first the motto cuz my family first and going gold
And im the family first to put up numbers like im vic dipo

Im surrounded by some tools like im at home depot
Me and eric winnin chips just like we shaq and kob
I wish she stayed but then she didn't so im on my own
Made my peaces and my ducks already in a row
How could i forget?
U should know i see the stress
And i wish that i was better
And ill say it with my chest

I dont need a flex
Cuz harder flexin gets u benched

Injurys is here
And now its time to take a rest

Ill take it from this point
And im never turnin back