[Verse 1 - BROKIE]
Yeah
It's been a while since I felt this feeling
Sit up in my bed, feel my head's in the ceilin'
This week, I done lost a couple friends, I ain't grievin'
These rappers tryna be my new friends, I don't need 'em
I just hate bein' betrayed
Always feelin' stupid
When I wake, feel a new pain
Feelin' fuckin' useless
I get paid on the weekdays
Money talkin' fluid
I ain't lettin' no one closer to me
Damn, my crew is so elusive
All- they all the same type of idiots
Makе a new friend and I still feel the shittiеst
It's seemin' now that I can't even ask for no MIDI kit
Without a secret fuck or- they did, shit is hideous
And I don't even care 'bout the funds that are gone now
I don't really care, we done had our fun
I'm askin' of you people, please, don't hit me up
Tryna be my new friend, shit is pissin' me off, mothafucka

[Verse 2 - stemtypebeat]
STEM
Spent the last 5 swallowed by reminders
Of how it feels to lose somebody you could find
But that regret
Should simmer all these things you wanna bet
And I'll admit that as of recently, that shit's been left unchecked
And yet
I tried to find her finer just to find it
But I'm left wit' dick riders with lies that they keepin' silent
Tryna make connections when all they want is connect
Somebody that they could flex wit' if I'm bein' direct
And an object
Is all that I'm personally viewed
Especially after all you said when we was fightin' that feud
If all you wanted from us was a group to call a home
Then an apology would mean the world, but that shit's still alone
So I'm left
With messages pressin' me, spit some raps
About some shit I couldn't care about besides this BROKIE verse
So I just sit and stare at every word you try to say
But there was nothing there for me man
This shit is such a shame