[Intro]
Late at night in this hotel, I been missin' you
How you fuck on me and tell me I give life to you?
It's ironic 'cause I'm dead without you
We broke up and I can't help but miss you

[Verse 1]
I'm a soldier and I'm disposable, but I can't help but feel these emotions
And I will love you until the end of time
I'm heaving, how the fuck did I meet someone so divine?
I know my body doesn't work but I swear I try
All this Zoloft in my system, I can't sleep at night
Plus this alcohol, plus these drugs I take
I wish I could be the one to hold you where you crave
But I can't though
I'm an addict, I wish God had told me to take it slow
Maybe they did but, I get the memo
I ignored it while I pass out in this rental
Watch me die slow
You ain't seen this side of me, but frankly no one has
I'm with Eric in this call, he my fuckin' brah
I make songs about my mental and I pray it slaps
That's what fuels me to go on, without it I collapse

[Chorus]
Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I fucked up and I regret it
And I know you've moved on
But I'm fucked up and you're not and I'm so overjoyed about that
[Verse 2]
I got plenty heart but not enough soul
Got plenty bitches on me, could never come close
But really I'm just a fake, I'm an asshole
So I beat up on myself for I have done wrong
So we fight and decay
I've thought about it and I'm to blame
I've lived a little then I break
I've hurt myself and I'm ashamed

[Chorus]
Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I fucked up and I regret it
And I know you've moved on
But I'm fucked up and you're not and I'm so overjoyed about that

[Outro]
[?] I'll be at your house soon
[?]
Fuck you and you're fucked