[Verse 1]
I'm scared of dyin', I'm scared of love
I'm drinking starlight, but I crave the sun
I'm actin' reckless in fear of waking up
I'm actin' reckless in fear of waking up
I feel my bones ache, I feel my blood
Rush through my veins, heavy with the weight of lust
I'm actin' reckless in fear of waking up

[Hook]
I only want you in the worst way
Out of my bed, into my mind
I'm never sure if you'd be
A safe enough place to hide my pride
I only want you in the worst way
Out of my bed, into my mind
I'm never sure if you'd be
A safe enough place to hide my pride

[Verse]
I wasn't careful, look where I fell
I'm on the church steps praying for my health
Swear that I'd help you faith heal
Promise you did me well
Help you steal every last coin
All while I lie to myself
I'm walkin' blindly, always unbound
I fear that love might pave my path to hell
I'm actin' reckless in fear of waking up

[Hook]
I only want you in the worst way
Out of my bed, into my mind
I'm never sure if you'd be
A safe enough place to hide my pride
I only want you in the worst way
Out of my bed, into my mind
I'm never sure if you'd be
A safe enough place to hide my pride