[Verse 1]
I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to start this
You may not think I’m certain
And you don’t know why I’m like this
You don’t know why you’re still here
Why stay when you’re living in fear
You’re in danger around me, every stranger know about me
I have no keys, got broken dreams but I’m staying alive
I wake up every morn, headache like a beehive
Had more than nine, but I have to drive
Every life matters; there’s acception for mine
No remorse for the beaten horse
Life had more ups and downs than an obstacle course
There’s fear around me, no one seems to care
But that’s alright, 'cause God doesn’t play fair
[Verse 2]
(Okay) Lost and found
I’m found but I’m lost
I’m safe for now but at what cost
They say this bitch is paying loads for sauce
Why every workplace got a fuck-ass boss?
Look at the time, it's half past noon
Fuck around, more in store for you
I gotta run, so go up to your room
I’ll return, but it depends what you think means “soon”
Lost and found
I’m found but I'm lost
I’m safe for now, but at what cost
They say this bitch paying loads for sauce
Why every workplace got a fuck-ass boss?
Leaving in the spring time
Won’t come back til Fall
But I hope that you’ll forget me
So I won’t come back at all
Shit, I hope that you'll forget me
So I won't come back at all
[Verse 3]
Resource shortage, week course aborted
Can’t pay the morgage, they all say I’ll flourish
My heart’s contorted, family’s deported
My routine’s reported, my life is anything but sorted
Pray for some light to shine, pray that I can pay this fine
Pray that I’ll be first in line, pray that I’ll run out of time
Like clockwork, fingers purple
I came back but I failed like the Ninja Turtles
They ask, "What the fuck you thinking man?"
I shrug and say “Look, I may have ran”
Termites in my walls, and a broken fan
I’m falling apart, I’m begging for a helping hand
I’m acting like a pirate, tryna find new lands
When I arrive I’ll sob and I'll kiss the sand
Try to change my ways but I tend to be predictable
Switched my style, now I’m dead, call me Eminem’s Revival (fuck)