Yaya, yaya... Z

Mhmmm... it's a promise for you
This is a promise to you, yeah

It's hailing outside too, so you know that's in my bag

Heart been getting colder, it’s starting to match the winter
All you n*ggas is square when you see my circle of winners
I been finding myself in places that I don't normally go
Being face to face with Satan cause there’s a grip on my soul
Haven’t been praying that often, I think I lost my faith
Somewhere between the gates of Hell and the pearling gates
But, I feel it coming, so I need to better my options
I just rarely speak on things, but Imma leave you with a promise
I will accomplish all my goals and ignore all my foes
I’ll keep certain people close on info that’s my need to know
I refuse to let life get the best of me and all my blessings
A n*gga barely over 20, Ion got time for no second guessing
I promise anything I want, well, Imma make it mine
If the team needs some light, well, baby, Imma help them shine
Recommit to prayer 'cause He never left my side
When I was afraid to take the wheel, He just handled all my drive
Look, no more showing support unless it’s given back
I gotta be more mature, remember to give back
Left an eviction notice on my door for my depression
Told him pack ya things and leave or Imma teach you a lesson
Gotta be the man for family, myself, and all my friends
Can’t play with girl’s feelings cause I know that sh*t‘s pretend
And make my momma proud, and fix my mental health
And get back what was lost and always just love myself, and that's real