I live in that tower there, this tower's old too, but it kinda looks more modern like
There's a guy in there with a strange pet, I hear weird crying noises
(what is it you want? Go away!)
Uh, I'm sorry it was just out of the blue and it's like i've always been watching you
The snapdragons you grow here are always so bright
The way you water them every morning first light
I wanna say that my heart sings, I live here too and sometimes it stinks
I see these flowers for hours, I get the courage to shout
I'm always to quiet to try it the words won't come out
I still need to say it, display it; don't want no regrets
I'm tired of the shaking the faking the waking up with cold sweats
Even I can do better this ain't just a dream
I'm not always outdone by the guys on the team
The screaming's redeeming though it's inside my heart
It never gets heard 'cept when the starters say start
I need to say it with my mouth, lose all this self hate
Don't mope around like a clown, like a crate of dead weight
I have to change, I know it; don't blow it just show it
Be who I am, the man with the plan; i'll be damned if I waste time on those who don't understand
I'm trying with all my heart, my name is Mayuta, Mayuta, Mayuta, Mayuta!
Suddenly i'm Kakun they think i'm a flunky, a monkey, A baboon
I got used to the name, just the same I played the game
The thing is there's no one who's looking at me
They don't see I exist I'm a hollowed out tree
Look at me, see my face I ain't no traitor, i'm on a respirator going down the up escalator
No matter what I do, moving forward seems so daunting, it's haunting, it's taunting but it's all that i'm wanting
I'm wrapped in a cocoon and the pain still lingers, i'll break out and be that butterfly like it says on my fingers!
All my mains, Wamu, Gabi, Babo and Hie draw vision in a dream i'll do it
A challenge just for me you get it right? You hear this right? You can see me as I sing this right?
Someone please like me as I am and let me like myself, let me give a damn
This whole thing is terrifying, but you gotta know that i'm trying;And I ain't just living by not dying

Huh? are you? sorry, something I said?