Sorry nothing lasts long
Couldn't look you in the eyes
Drugging kept the cap off
Leaving both us traumatized
Spent my whole life scared
Behind me me with a wide stare
Dreaming up a nightmare
Screaming pit of despair

Fuck it, I tried
Ain't mind it it might lie
With timing my hands tied
Paint a life that wouldn't last long
Fuck it, I'll die
For the pain of my crimes
With the hate in my mind
Thats been fried and got a cast on
Fuck it, I tried
Ain't mind it it might lie
With timing my hands tied
Paint a life that wouldn't last long
Fuck it, I'll die
For the pain of my crimes
With the hate in my mind
Thats been fried and got a cast on
Lost time in a foxhole prying thoughts
Sacrificеd the best parts
Couldn't hold 'em off
Grovеl back to what remain
Thump inside your chest
Spin you round
Rip it out
No ground to gain

Mind depletes at the frontlines
Sanity bleeds
Press my face into a landmine
Lie in a wide stare
Dreaming up a nightmare
Screaming pit of despair